Thursday, October 11, 2007
omg.im so damn angry. why the hell must adults make you feel worse when your day is suddenly good??
my english just told me that i had one of the higest score on my english paper which is a B(82) the highest go B+(86). which is pretty good right?(im not trying to be bhb or anything...) then my english teacher asked me about my grades, and i told that i've got all Bs except theology which is a C+(which is gonna go down once she mark my worksheet, cos i left blanks.i dunno how to do). but anyway, she said that a B average is considered good for FONTBONNE(my school) cos the sch im from is not as hard and i get A average(which is not very true, cos my old sch's does more math than this sch) and that school prepares student for SAT...this sch, like normal school i guess. but my old school does 1 day 1 chapt. this sch, 1 week 1 chapt. anyway back to the topic...
my father asked my mother how is school for us. so she asked for my grades, i told her i got A for PE and Health. and Bs for all the others except theology. and she said:" why are you acting like stupid kids from thailand? only scoring As for PE and Health" WTF. TRY STUDYING HEALTH HERE!!! it's not full of nonsense like sg or thailand...its filled with(still stupid, cos im not gonna use it) facts and i have to memorise for tests and quizes....HEALTH!!!!!
and she was saying that im being lazy and i shld study harder.WTH. what does she think that i have been doing for the past 6 months? watsing my life away?if im wasting my life away how can i even get As and Bs, i would have gotten Ds like in SG...right?haha!!
and even homework are 25% of the grade, if i dun do my homework(which i do EVERY SINGLE DAY) there is no way i can get an A or B. and 1 wrong in a test is already a B. and guess what i get wrong in math? VOCAB. just because i watsed my life away in sg doesnt mean that i am doing the same thing right now. she have the same same thing in mind, she thinks that im not studying.well I AM.
this is y im feeling so stressed up for the past few days...plus today.omg.i seriously am on my limits. BUT i cannot talk to 'him' now.cos he'll think im doing this on purpose or sumthing. i mean, who the hell have problems every single day?
argh, the veins on my forehead is throbbing....
5:31 PM
